What I Am

So I did one of those things I shouldn't do. I weighed myself today, on a not-weigh-in day. I'm having a bad day. I weighed myself because I'm terribly exhausted this week and I thought that if I had already lost some weight I'd take a breather today and let my body recover. I felt pretty confident actually because I've noticed a big change in my body this week. Well, guess what, the scale doesn't reflect that... That's 2 weeks in a row now. There's no obvious reason either which drives me NUTS! It means I don't know what to change. It's been a CRAZY stressful week or two with terrible sleep, which could be a huge factor.

The point is:

I'm exhausted. I'm discouraged. I'm frustrated.

The house is messy. The baby is sick. I'm hungry.

On days like this Sesame Street is so wonderful to pick me up. I used to watch this when I was full term with Meili and it always helped. Today it only marginally helped. But it's working.

What I am:

I am determined

I am consistent

I NEVER give up

I am physically strong

I am healthy

I am mentally strong

I am spiritually strong

I am talented

I am pretty

I am sensitive

I am inspiring

I am smart

I am loving

I am forgiving

I am brave

I am patient

I am grateful

I am generous

I am important

I am faithful

I am reliable

I am a mother

I am a daughter

I am a sister

I am a wife

I am responsible

I am thoughtful

I am doing my best

I am going to keep my head up high

I have GREAT POTENTIAL

and

I'll keep getting STRONGER!